jacqui (lil_cracker) wrote in darkfetishes,
jacqui
lil_cracker
darkfetishes

running.thoughts

my darkest thoughts come at nightwheni'mallalone. theyaregettingdeeperasthedaysgobyandifearimaysoonbeunabletocontrolthemandthisrealizationexcitesmeandscaresmetodeath,whichexcitesmetoo,butinafearfulway. i'msureotherpeoplehavehadthesethoughtsbeforebutmostofthemareprobablyondeathrowordoing20tolifeifyougetwhatimean. thesedeepthoughts...areunnaturaltosaytheleast. icannotspeaktoanyoneiknowbecausetheywouldn'tunderstand,theywouldjudgeandneverlookatmethesameanymore,youknowhowthatisright? iknowi'mnotalone,right...?
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